Sunday, December 27, 2009

Mourning my Coffee Pot


Is it wrong to mourn an inanimate object? Yesterday, Emily, in all her 14-year-old carelessness, flung my coffee pot away from the wall, trying to access the microwave. I heard a crash and gasped to see my little 6-cup decanter from Gevalia strewn across the kitchen floor in millions of pieces!


It's not that big of a deal. I can probably run up to Walgreen's and get a replacement. But that coffee pot has been around 15 years and has made me many a fine cup of coffee! Since the ex didn't drink coffee, it was the perfect size for me. I could get just about 2-1/2 mugs from it.


That coffee pot saw me through major changes in my relationship with God - through many good conversations with Him and some deep, revelatory Bible studies. That coffee pot has been around since the early moments when I saw my marriage fall apart and subsequent years where I tried valiantly and failed not-so-valiantly to save my marriage. That coffee pot has seen me through laughter, tears, hundreds of journal entries, hours on the phone, hours spent online, chatting with friends or emailing, comforting times in the sunroom, watching the rain, or the snow. That coffee pot has been around for all the holidays over the years and since my girls were very small!


*sniff*


Thank you for sharing this time of mourning with me. Thankfully I still have my big coffee pot to fall back on!


2 comments:

Rhona said...

Hope you find another coffee pot that will see you through the next 15 years!
Did you have a lovely Christmas, I hope so! Best wishes for 2010 and may you continue to move forward on your journey. xxx

Caroline said...

Sorry for your loss, MJ!! I feel you can mourn an inanimate object....